3rd post...

1stly, assalamualaikum and welcome back to my page! it seems so happy now as i could post  my 3rd post for 2010. now, i think, idont know what i'm thinking of. just got nothing to talk of.

my life? yeah, just like ususal. sometimes happy and sometimes it's kinda boring, though, but it's still my life. ive gotta accept my life as it is.. just sometimes, not sometimes actually, in most times, i feel like most people in my school, students i mean, are hating me. maybe they're still thinking of that-night incident, that happened at musolla. yes, i admit that it's really my bad. but i still dont have the strength to ask them for forgiveness. it fells so embarrassing when thinking of that. hope they forgive me, even though i havent did any apologising statement yet. coz' i'm afraid they will not for give me.

anyway, i still have to be storng to face my life. i've got to be stornger. it's not the end of my life if i'm still alive! yeah, if i kepp on thniking what are they thiniking of me, iwon't proceed forever, i won't be able to move forward. just gotta get thru my life, even it's so hard and unbearable!

if you are reading my post, i hope you could pray for me, for my better life. coz' i don't thnik i've so much people by my side now, excepet of you, readers, reading by accident or not.

whatever happened, i must get thru hardship before the glory comes. O'Lord, please help me getting thru this life. please forgive of what i've done. i promise to do better. just give me one more chance. amin...

so, that's all for me now, bye!!!
assalamualaikum

2nd 2010 post

Assalamualaikum and yeah, its my 2nd post for the year. im not sure if people are reading this, but im okay if yes or not! at least i can write whatever i wanted to write.

yeah, it feels just okay since ive started my year at new school. actually just the same school but just at different place, i think. still imtiaz, but at dungun.

guess what, ive never been elected by teachers to be one of the MPP members. and for 2010, for the very 1st time in my life, i was elected to be one of them! its not only that, i was also elected to be head prefect 'assistant' (i guess that's the woed coz i dont know the exact word actually!). i dont really know what are the teachers thinking, but i'll just accept that.

and still, that's not the thing, again. i'v embarrassed myself 'embarrassingly' you know!. i've scolded all students for a very small mistake! o my god, what the hell i was thinking actually!
i hope they can remove the moment completely from their minds. pleas god, make it happen! i'm so embarrased!!!

whatever ive done, i'll have to face it manly. i'll have to apologise. i realize and i admit that im guilty.

to those who are reading this post, i want to apologise if ive done something that hurts you. i didnt mean to to do so. its just because mu disorganied-habit. please accept my apology...

thats it, wait for the next post y'all!!!!!

assalamualaikum

2010 : First post after 2 years

Assalamualaikum. this is ma 1st post after 2 years of not posting any post (finally). It seems that I've done so many things aat past 2 years. but i dont wanna recall back what i've done. what done is done. im just hope people accept me, as a new student of sm imtiaz dungun. i'll post another post later. bye!!!