Saturday, March 27, 2010

3rd post...

1stly, assalamualaikum and welcome back to my page! it seems so happy now as i could post  my 3rd post for 2010. now, i think, idont know what i'm thinking of. just got nothing to talk of.

my life? yeah, just like ususal. sometimes happy and sometimes it's kinda boring, though, but it's still my life. ive gotta accept my life as it is.. just sometimes, not sometimes actually, in most times, i feel like most people in my school, students i mean, are hating me. maybe they're still thinking of that-night incident, that happened at musolla. yes, i admit that it's really my bad. but i still dont have the strength to ask them for forgiveness. it fells so embarrassing when thinking of that. hope they forgive me, even though i havent did any apologising statement yet. coz' i'm afraid they will not for give me.

anyway, i still have to be storng to face my life. i've got to be stornger. it's not the end of my life if i'm still alive! yeah, if i kepp on thniking what are they thiniking of me, iwon't proceed forever, i won't be able to move forward. just gotta get thru my life, even it's so hard and unbearable!

if you are reading my post, i hope you could pray for me, for my better life. coz' i don't thnik i've so much people by my side now, excepet of you, readers, reading by accident or not.

whatever happened, i must get thru hardship before the glory comes. O'Lord, please help me getting thru this life. please forgive of what i've done. i promise to do better. just give me one more chance. amin...

so, that's all for me now, bye!!!
assalamualaikum

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