"You don't have to improvise much, instead you just have to improve a little bit'"
"You just got B's for easy subjects, not critical ones like I do. Not much to worry about. It's still at least 2 months to go'"
Well, that's a relief, for motivation's sake. It is not motivational though because my motivation to keep on working to get all A+ is not growing up, instead, it is just degenerating. I remembered my first result when I frist entered the upper secondary level. It's only 4A's, and there is even a D!
Time goes by, and my performance is going better and better, a lot, because my last end-of-year result was 10 A's and a B in Biology, my beloved critical subject.
The drop started at the last early-in-the-year TOV exam, which I only earned myself 9A's and 2 B's, in Physics and Chemistry, which before I scored A in both of them. For the midyear exam, The two subjects turned to be A's, but still, I only get 9A's. The first B is from Biology, my longing critical beloved lover and you don't want to know my second B cause it is PSI! Oh, my, what in the world is my fault?!
And here it comes my SPM trial result, stagnant with (A's and 2 B's. Actually, there are some negligible improvement of mine in that 2 subjects, I earned B+ for both of them, imroved from the before's B.
Some says it is satisfying enough to obtain such performance. But it is not satisfying to see your friends getting all A's for trial where before they only got less than 8A's. Well, congratulations to them.
Something need to be changed immediately. Strategy, I guess.
