5th post

oh my, finally, my 5th post after 3 months!

yeah, i really didnt have time to post my post for the past 3 months. you dont and wont have any idea how busy and tired i am for the last three months. but now, i felt more free and independent after those co-q activities were over. what a life.

Ive got my result for the last mid-year exam. and guess what, i got 8As, a B and 2Cs! I felt vgery happy at first when i noticed that i got 8As. the happy-feeling started to stop when i learnt that i got 2Cs. at first, i thought its okay bcos for the first exam of the year, my minimum grade was D, and now, it increased to C. But i have to accept the fact that actually my minimum grade wasnt improved at all bcos the grade value for a D is just the same with that of 2Cs. but i still feel grateful bcos at least my no. of As increased from 6 to 8. and also, my rank in the form was also improved from 18 to 17. a step of improvement can also be considered as improvement isnt it?

and you know something, im feeling very sad and lonely right now. my friends of my former imtiaz besut mover from imtiaz dungun, one by one. most of them actually seem didnt like imtiaz dungun very much. me too. but what can i do. if moving is the best way, where i suppose to go? ive no idea. the only thing i'm capable to do is stay and keep moving. no matter how sad i am, i'll have to keep my move.go for ity!

thats all for my post. assalamualaikum and gudbye!

4th post

yeah, its been a month, and finally! ive really missed to write my blog post!

in this month, i dont think i did much different things. just as usual.

but i can remember  that i entered the MUSMAT debate competition, but i, i mean my team didnt win. but its ok as i'm just a reserve, so they cant blame me! :p
I also entered petrosains science show competition last week. yeah, its state level. ayeh and me won the 2nd place! i really cant believe my ears! i had a practice just a night before the show, and guess what, we didnt do any full rehearsal for the show! its completely spontaneous! But i think imtiaz dungun can do better next year, though, coz we won 2nd place, for 'just-a-night-before-practice' show. if we did a lot of practice and rehearsal, i can be sure we can win the 1st place!

uhmmm... the choral speaking... ive really wanted to enter the competition but it seems that im not talented to enter the team. every time i saw them practicing, i felt so jealous of them. i dont know why im not accepted, but i accept the fact that im not so talented for the choral speaking.
whatever my thought of the choral speakers, but i really think that they did a really good job. they looked really superb! im really amazed of their expressions and their moves! i know they can win the 1st place this year. Yeah, its my imtiaz dungun!!!!

and now, i realized that being mpp is really a big responsibility to be held. i dont know if i can bear this thing, but i'll try. people now in my school seems to be accepting me. i hope theyre really accepting me. without them, i dont know who i am in the place.

i think thats all for now. i hope my life here will be better than before. yeah!!!

assalamualaikum...

3rd post...

1stly, assalamualaikum and welcome back to my page! it seems so happy now as i could post  my 3rd post for 2010. now, i think, idont know what i'm thinking of. just got nothing to talk of.

my life? yeah, just like ususal. sometimes happy and sometimes it's kinda boring, though, but it's still my life. ive gotta accept my life as it is.. just sometimes, not sometimes actually, in most times, i feel like most people in my school, students i mean, are hating me. maybe they're still thinking of that-night incident, that happened at musolla. yes, i admit that it's really my bad. but i still dont have the strength to ask them for forgiveness. it fells so embarrassing when thinking of that. hope they forgive me, even though i havent did any apologising statement yet. coz' i'm afraid they will not for give me.

anyway, i still have to be storng to face my life. i've got to be stornger. it's not the end of my life if i'm still alive! yeah, if i kepp on thniking what are they thiniking of me, iwon't proceed forever, i won't be able to move forward. just gotta get thru my life, even it's so hard and unbearable!

if you are reading my post, i hope you could pray for me, for my better life. coz' i don't thnik i've so much people by my side now, excepet of you, readers, reading by accident or not.

whatever happened, i must get thru hardship before the glory comes. O'Lord, please help me getting thru this life. please forgive of what i've done. i promise to do better. just give me one more chance. amin...

so, that's all for me now, bye!!!
assalamualaikum

2nd 2010 post

Assalamualaikum and yeah, its my 2nd post for the year. im not sure if people are reading this, but im okay if yes or not! at least i can write whatever i wanted to write.

yeah, it feels just okay since ive started my year at new school. actually just the same school but just at different place, i think. still imtiaz, but at dungun.

guess what, ive never been elected by teachers to be one of the MPP members. and for 2010, for the very 1st time in my life, i was elected to be one of them! its not only that, i was also elected to be head prefect 'assistant' (i guess that's the woed coz i dont know the exact word actually!). i dont really know what are the teachers thinking, but i'll just accept that.

and still, that's not the thing, again. i'v embarrassed myself 'embarrassingly' you know!. i've scolded all students for a very small mistake! o my god, what the hell i was thinking actually!
i hope they can remove the moment completely from their minds. pleas god, make it happen! i'm so embarrased!!!

whatever ive done, i'll have to face it manly. i'll have to apologise. i realize and i admit that im guilty.

to those who are reading this post, i want to apologise if ive done something that hurts you. i didnt mean to to do so. its just because mu disorganied-habit. please accept my apology...

thats it, wait for the next post y'all!!!!!

assalamualaikum

2010 : First post after 2 years

Assalamualaikum. this is ma 1st post after 2 years of not posting any post (finally). It seems that I've done so many things aat past 2 years. but i dont wanna recall back what i've done. what done is done. im just hope people accept me, as a new student of sm imtiaz dungun. i'll post another post later. bye!!!